Well it seems like my proxy redirects are having some trouble which is annoying for me. However, I guess that cannot but helped. I need to figure that out some other time maybe I just have to fix things and it looks wrong. Anyway it is a new year... again.. yay... Now is that wonderful time when we can look back and say "How did I suck this year and how can I fix it?" Well I know exactly how I sucked this year it can be seen in the list all my blogs part of this site. So lets play another round of broken promises to myself so that way I can look back on this blog and see how I am a failure next year when this comes up again. There is no reason to not at least think about doing that right?

So anyway I guess I have to make the obligatory promise to get this website modernized. You know use all those fancy things that I was supposed to do a couple of years ago and now replace them with even more fancy things. After all this is good for my job if I can learn this stuff on my own that is going to make it easier for me when I get laid off eventually. So that is a good one to start up with. After all, nothing says failure like another year of failing to meet this goal because CSS is frustrating.

Next I should really focus on getting better about watching anime weekly I have fallen back into marathon mode which is not really that good when you want to try and have your own opinion about each episode that makes it really hard to do that you know. You just have to make sure that you get there and try harder or something. Then again being creative at work and being nice to people can also cause a lot of issue that make this stuff almost impossible to deal with. I need to really work on this and figure out exactly what I am going to have to do. I guess that I need to make sure that I am going to be watching anime at work during lunch or something.

Now onto goals that do not really matter to everyone else. You know I want to have goals that make my life better so I need to first focus on not being such a fat piece of crap. Yes the usual weight loss goal. Though in my case that is probably something that is good for me in the long run and in even more my best interest than something else. There is nothing that I can really do about what has happened in the past needless to say that ll my debt learning about how to take care of myself is very hard to look at but you know you just have to do that some times. I do not know exactly what else I can do though.

So yeah maybe I need to figure out how to do stuff on my own. I need to work on this and maybe figure out some kind of new thing to work out and make myself do this stuff. I need to get this done and I will get it done. There is not much else that I can do. I want to get done with these things so I can focus on other things. However, there is the challenge of not overwhelming myself. Anyway lets try to have a quick update again with new thoughts that focus around an industry that I cannot follow at work because so much of it is not work safe and stuff and I think I am just sort of going to babble my way to the end of these words that I am supposed to write and make my way home eventually or something. I only have so much time off left before I have to return to work.