Ugh... okay so yeah I have been missing for a while. I am missing for far longer than I really want to believe that I have been missing so I am going to pretend that I am not being as lazy as I actually am being as that would mean I am really lazy. Not that I have not been having the life slowly drained out of me. I just need to get back on this stuff and get it done. I mean the start o the fall was the death of my kitty Roxy which was hard.

From there... well I kind of just sort of fell off the wagon on everything slowly watching anime when I could, getting drunk, playing video games. This was right around the time work started to dry up for me. At the time I basically threw everything off there is nothing that I could not really do. Then a couple of months later I had two new kitties. Which was awesome because I had to train one not to violently attack me at any moment. Then came the thing that crushed things for me which was me losing my job.

Yup I lost my job that is always hard and thus now I had to focus all my new will power on finding a new job. That is stressful, though not an excuse, this should be something that I do to relax. However, since I have yet to complete any kind of interface that will allow such a thing. I guess that I am stuck dealing with not having an easy method for updating. Which is something that I need to do. Since I learned that no matter how qualified you are for a job. The smallest thing can cause the individual to decide that you are not qualified enough. I mean really, I had at least 4 interviews where they loved me. However, they really only wanted that one optional thing so I was not good enough. However, everything is starting to stabilize again.

I have a new job and I am getting used to it. Life is starting to look up again and I will be getting back on the wagon, even if it is a little later than expected. I just need to make sure that I get this new site stuff done because that is where things are at for me. I will do my best to split my time equally, hopefully it will all work out.